CassidyLove

I don’t understand why you want me, but I want you right back<3

So here’s the thing.  My name is Cassidy.  And guess what? I DONT CARE WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME. In fact, this is the real me:

-My favorite color is yellow because it reminds me to be happy

-My favorite animal is giraffes because they’re freaking amazing

-I HATE seafood

-When people physically fight it makes me sick

-Music is the reason I’m still alive

-I have GAD

-I’m a band geek and play three instruments

-I love to sing…everywhere.

-I’m depressed

-I’ve always wanted a gay best friend

-I’m a straight A student..yes…me of all people

-I know who my real friends are, so if you think you’re fooling me, you’re not

-I always feel alone

-I have this weird need to be loved

-Every guy I’ve wanted, never wants me back </3

Yeah Hi…I have a problem with you.  You’re kinda sorta the biggest bitch in the world. Oh, and I’m glad we’re no longer speaking<3 K byee.

*I’m sure if you really know me, you know who this post is about. And for those who aren’t quite as close, you’ll understand how I feel by the end.*

I’m so confused.  I mean, I understand what a crush feels like, what it feels like to really like someone, and even what puppy love is like.  But then you.  YOU came along and had to make me reconsider who I am and what I want. Saying it flat out, I like you.  But here’s the confusing part.  We’ve only known eachother for a few weeks.  We already know eachother inside and out.  You make me laugh and smile at our countless jokes only we can understand.  You know things only my closest friends know. And I like you…I like you a lot.  This wasn’t supposed to happen.  Because of my stupid feelings, this may end up tearing apart friendships with other people.   Everyone claims you like me, but in my opinion, you really don’t. And if theres even a slight possibility that you feel something for me, you might understand how I feel.  I know I can’t date you. Our friendship is too close to my heart.  So I suppose this post was pointless. I know we’re never getting anywhere.  I know you’ll never find out how I truly feel.  I won’t let you find out.  Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have some silent suffering to do..</3